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NE-YO

I wanna go to the Ne-Yo concert :( Hmn..

I guess you cant have all the stuff that you want. blahhh!

Ive never been so broke in my life.

AHAHAH Literally. The year just started. I took out 200 out of my credit card for the infamous Jordan package not knowing my car was gonna have a $200-incident. And I didnt wanna take allll that out of my savings cuz I dont wanna think I always have the money when shit goes wrong. School is this May. Thats 26k, I have 15k down. I wanna sell my car to get a younger one (a mechanic said the engines gonna give soon) but I dont know how much loan I'll get approved for so that'll cost monthly payments. I need to get my brakes fixed. I needa get new boxes of contacts. I need to pay for our phone bills soon.

I hate being a grown-up.

And I HATE COMPLAINING, but dont get me wrong...I just need a few minutes to nagg about my stuff and it never kills my day. This year Ive learned to think of the brighter side without being a happy-go-lucky.

I love my life! I'll enjoy every second of it with the people around me. Thats all that matters :)

P.S. I think I'm addicted to poker =/ ahaha

Careless mistakes.

School's coming!

TIME PASSES

Fool me once,
shame on you.
Fool me twice,
shame on you again.
Fool me thrice,
shame on me.

FUCK

my life

=]

So I'm not working at my second job today, suprisingly. I've been piling up the hours for both but quick to spend my franklins to bits. I appreciate the time to write this, Ive been lacking TIME lately. It's nice to relax and enjoy a few hours to yourself considering I dont even have a dayoff anymore! They take my summers first, then my days off. Ha. Thats when you know youre growing up.

The sun's nice out, Id love to chill at a park front of the Golden Gate bridge. Too bad there's no one to spend it with. Another sunny day wasted.

Blogs are lovely, no one comments. Just your own words talking back to you. It's selfishly beautiful. That's all we love to be.